Mar 13, 2019

Today’s resting place. Pulled myself from our bedroom for the sofa today. Cancer is SO rough. While the second cycle of chemo has been slightly better managed, it has still been horrible. Each day I wake in hopes that I’m turning a corner, but I’m still in the curve. I’ve not wanted our feed to turn into cancer central, but what more can we give you than our honesty. Instead of trying to maintain a half facade of cancer just being part of life, I’m just going to try to share more of this journey without shame. I’d like to show pics of me up cooking or out and about, but this week, that would be a lie. Even my diet is just bland and boring and nothing worth noting. My rotation these days has been bath, bed, and maybe some stretching. Having cancer replaces your life, and I’m aware it’s only for a time. But the days are longgg. While I write from under that floral blanket that used to cover my childhood bed I somehow managed to treasure all these years (comfort, am I right), our ancient fuse box down in the basement is being replaced for a modern breaker box. Big news for the house! See, not ALL cancer talk! :) There’s a whole lot of beauty I’m planning to create between the walls of this house, but when it’s time to wait, one must wait. Thank you all so much for being part of my support and healing. I treasure each and every single bit of love I get from all you fine fine humans behind the handles!